THE REST

As time goes by.. there's so many times, so many troubles and pains that just make me OVER FEAR. too much fear, uncontrolled fear. i'm terribly desperate by my own fear. fyi, this is my weakness. my golliat: frightened, terrified.

i'm fear of my future. i'm fear of all this sickness. i'm fear to walk in God's plan. i'm too fear if all i want isn't the same like what God wants in my life. and He showed that. my way isn't His way. everything i want, it's not what He wants. i'm trying to walk in my own way but i failed so many times then He just leads me away from my way. i was like asdfghjkl...

i was cried everynight, overthinking, i hate the night when my past suddenly calls. i often awakened in the midnight, awakened of a nightmare then i got up with being fearful so i just cried and cried out loud. i became soo much afraid since God sent me a big waves that i couldn't controlled. i once was brave enough to walk on this waving-water. and i won it. but now, He just took up my winning into a failure. i keep trying to believe Him and know what? He's keep trying to failed me. and i just felt that He is no where.

i feel like that i wanna give up. i feel tired, this wave dies my bones. i lost my joyful. i forgot how to be thankful, i was like Job in the bible.

and i didn't realized that this fear kills my faith. i'm too comfortable in this fear-zone. i'm afraid to walk out and see the big waves in front of me. so i used all this fear as a stockade for my fortress. do you?

well, i experienced all of those.
but NOW, this is what i'm talking about;

How to livin' the Faith, in your hardest part? how to being fearless? for me, faith, and hope is a restful place. so when the world seems broke me down, then i kneel and take my rest. stop the war, the journey, for a while. and get some rest. This is what He just taught to me, He speaks to me most in the hardest part :')

1. Dear FAITH, Speak Up! Realized that YOUR FAITH MUST SPEAK UP. not your fear, not your problems. make this faith alive, over and over again! GOD IS NOW HERE! The bible never once says "FIGURE IT OUT" but over and over it says "TRUST GOD" He's already got it all figured out :)

Satan's angel did his best to get me down; what he in fact did was push me to my knees. No danger then of walking around high and mighty! At first I didn't think of it as a gift, and begged God to remove it. Three times I did that, and then he told me,

   My grace is enough; it's all you need.
   My strength comes into its own in your weakness.
Once I heard that, I was glad to let it happen. I quit focusing on the handicap and began appreciating the gift. It was a case of Christ's strength moving in on my weakness. Now I take limitations in stride, and with good cheer, these limitations that cut me down to size—abuse, accidents, opposition, bad breaks. I just let Christ take over! And so the weaker I get, the stronger I become. -2 Cor 12:7-10

"Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to Me. Get away with Me and you'll recover your life. I'll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with Me and work with Me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with Me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly."

Come to me, all you who are weary & burdened, & I will give you rest. -Matt 11:28

2. Take a REST in God when u're tired. do not do anything u can't control.

You will be secure, because there is hope; you will look about you & take your rest in safety. -Job 11:18

"In returning to Me and resting in Me you shall be saved"

"In repentance and rest you'll be saved, in quietness and trust is your strength, but unfortunately, you were not willing!" -Isaiah 30:15"

" And stop your silly efforts to save yourselves. Your strength will come from SETTLING DOWN, in complete DEPENDENCE on Me," -The MSG

3. Just like what Job did, stop complaining, stop blaming God. Well, i'm crying a lot for learning this :D But even Job did not blamed God for once. Keep trusting. i had it all, i once saw God as the one who makes me trust in Him but i once saw Him as the one who makes me fall even harder. but this is a super wrong mind-setting.

Stop asking why and start asking how. Not "Why this must be happen?" but "How it can bring GLORY to You?"

4. Know that He gives but He takes away, just praise the Lord for all is belong to Him. your pride, your appearance, your heart, your everything. it's not yours. it's God's. we're just a servants :)

5. When u get up every morning, make an ALTAR of HAND OVER.. let go all your problems, all your fear, all your uncontrolled mind, your feelings, and all your life to Him. Then we have no more rights to get it back in 24/7^^ do this in the morning and even before u sleep. well i did it and it sucha help^^

6. Keep thankful, be grateful and be joyful. make the devil tired of hurting you coz u never give up and u keep thankful & believing :D

7. Learn to Praise Him in your heart-shattered! Just like what David did;

"I learned God-worship when my pride was shattered," -psalm 51 (THE MSG) 

 "Tune me into foot-tapping songs, set these once-broken bones to dancing,"

Remember, God is too good, 'till He doesn't know how to give us a bad things. Everything is GOOD, all is well and He doesn't give us a FEAR, He gives us a STRENGTH in Him. Don't only trust Him in our happy parts. keep trusting Him in our hardest part. i'm learning too :') There must be a GLORY behind this. 

and this, some reference from  http://rebekahknight.blogspot.com/ --> this blog such blessed me up:)

God has the map.

OK God,

I think I am ready.

I have kicked, and cried,

and tried,

to understand

Why.

The truth is,

I dont understand,

but I trust 

YOU.

I know that 

YOU

have never let me down,

even when events and chapters have unfolded,

pages have come,

and gone,

embraced and un-embraced.

You

carry me.

YOU 

guide me.

I feel you pull my heart away,

to a new day,

another way,

a new path,

unmarked,

not walked.

I can not see ahead,

I have only your voice to guide me.

I can't lag behind,

or I might lose sight of 

YOU.

The darkness and uncertainty blind me,

But YOU are my light.

I know that 

I have kicked, and cried,

and tried,

to understand

Why.

But I think now,

I am ready,

to follow,

to not look at things I leave behind,

But to took to

YOU.

To hold your hand,

to trust YOUR plan,

to leave the question marks,

in the sand.

YOU

hold my tears,

YOU

are aware of my fears,

but

YOUR perfect love,

will bind them and wipe my tears away.

Joy will be found in the light of a

new day.

I step toward

YOUR way,

The path, I sense you are calling me on.

Clothed in simple,

rustic

FAITH.

I come.

God speaks to me in varying ways.

 Recently, He has spoken to my heart through the concepts of gardening. 

We are like Gods plants, we need:

Planting,

Watering,

Feeding,

Pruning.

 We need to be planted in good soil.. 

The gardener may need to 

reposition us,

to get us in a better spot for growth.

I spoke a bit about this in my last post.

This week, 

God was reminding me about seasons.

How in one season,

 A plant bulb can lay dormant, under the surface of the soil, and seem to disappear.

If we have seen it grow up in the summer or spring before,

We have faith it will do the same once more.

However, we can't see it.

But we believe it will return.

Likewise, I find myself thinking about seasons where I have flourished and thrived,

But now, I may be in the winter season.

All evidence of my buds are gone.

My days of blossoming are a distant memory.

However,

I hear the gentle voice of the great gardener in my ear.

"You will rise again.

You will bloom again.

You will feel alive again."

 I'M ON MY REST WHILE HE'S PREPARING ME FOR THE NEXT JOURNEY AND WAR, DO YOU? :)

Innerbeauty Means Everything

 "Here i am, Dad... just form my innerbeauty; through all these pains..."

Well.. This is kinda crazy that i really posted this new entry at 4 a.m in the morning! hahaha \m/ it's just me that can't stand for not writing this, what God already said to me this morning. 

This year was freakin' crazy n hard for me. or even gettin worse than the last year. i experienced so many HURTS and PAINS, thought that last year will be the end of my sorrow :''( but it didn't. i was terribly struggle. i've got a lot of sickness during this year, a lot of broken heart, and i'm fallin to pieces everyday, more and more hurts everyday. dunno why this happen to me, flowing and falling like a giant waterfall. lot of times i pray to God, i'm still trying to stand still, to survive before Him. i failed, i rise, failed again then rise again. sometimes it drops me tired, sometimes it drops me freakin' tired till i wanna die soon, and lot of times THIS IS JUST MAKE ME SO MUCH OVERTHINKING AND BEING 'COMFORTABLE' IN THIS ZONE. yeah, this broken-heart-zone.

i'm overthinking cause my sickness. there's so much FEAR. overthinking cause i'm trying to diet (really i'm not fat but the world just try to set my mind to be like that). stressed, till' my acne comes up! i cried a lot, and the tears keep falling. i blamed myself, i felt wrong, i felt stupid, unworthy, and i felt so much guilty. i'm broken, sucha uneccesary broken heart cause of the wrong man. i'm tired of everything, then i fake a smile. i'm tired of being unperfect while the world asks for a PERFECTION. The world asks for an outer beauty, and i can't stand it anymore. i lost in my outer, then lost in my inner. I'M TOTALLY LOST.

can not lie to the world, even to God, that i'm officially just a broken thing this year. My heart turned into pieces. i'm searchin' a perfection, and i didn't made it. it just made me more broken and broken. running for so much expectations to this world, and i didn't got it. this mind just set me to find myself in this world, NOT in God. and thank God finally i realized. He caught me. TODAY. 

this is the answers. why God never puts us into a perfection. why God never let us to find a man too early. why God seems like never takes our weakness. i do pray for my sickness, just like Paul. and i know God hears. but He just stays, letting me feel stupid like a dumb ox.

i was beleagvered and bitter, totally consumed by envy, totally looked for a perfection, i was totally ignorant, a dumb ox in Your very presence. i was like a fool, like a fool. but i'm still in Your presence, You've taken my hand, You wisely and tenderly lead me, then You bless me. -Psalm 73

i forgot that i am a woman of God. not the woman of the world. a Godly woman.

To all women that already tired of trying to be what the world asks to you. listen. i'm tired too. and the good news is, INNERBEAUTY means EVERYTHING to God, more than the outer, more than a prefection and a world asks (so-much-more). God loves you but He insanely loves you for your heart, more than your physical body. Remember, He formed your heart. God loves your innerbeauty, wherever it was broken to pieces now. Just stay up and let Him to heal in times. And see, what the world asks is just a bullshit :) screw that up!

When people see me, i pray that they'll just see my heart and see a beautiful God behind me. and this is what we called INNERBEAUTY, when God stays in a women's heart. 

God is beautiful,

In EVERYTHING He did, 

even in a BROKEN HEART,

though i'm fallin to pieces, 

but i'm freakin' pretty and precious in His eyes.

a precious one. 

God is beautiful in my & your imperfection, 

in our weakness and sickness, if we let Him to reflect it through us. This-is-the-real-INNERBEAUTY.

Yeah, He wants to form our innerbeauty through a PROCESS, and it'll take a PAINS&HURTS. Why? cause He interests with our heart, not our problems; overly. Therefore i don't need an answers/escape for all my pains. can't do anything but kneel down; just ask God to form my innerbeauty through it. (read again my first sentence in this entry)

"you're beautiful, dear. I know, because I'm the one who made you," -Jesus
Today i knew, 
"He's forming my heart through the heartache. He's forming my heart through the sickness. He's forming my INNERBEAUTY through pains and hurts, He's making my INNERPRINCESS"

have faith for it and you'll see, God really takes a broken thing, a mess, and turns it to beautiful :) 

You're a fool when you careless 'bout your innerbeauty and keep running for a fading outerbeauty or your problems.

So today. Make-up your innerbeauty instead; an inner-princess. stop searching to find urself in this stupid world. Stop running your problems and pains. Those just ruining your innerheart. Find yourself in God. You're a Godly woman. not a worldy woman. the world is an unending drama that will just make u tired, cz it's not the place where you born. you was born in His heart, so please, make your spot place in His heart too :'') and so do I. We're a beautiful woman in God, and INNERPRINCESS owns His heart <3

always loved this quote. be a better woman, a beautiful woman in God, which her innerbeauty means everything and number 1. Beauty is how you feel inside, and it reflects in your eyes. It is not something physical.




p.s : this is the song behind this post ---> http://soundcloud.com/joshsetia/precious-one-original-song

L O V E

Is it TRUE that LOVE is like all the fairytale tells?
Is it TRUE that LOVE is A FIRST KISS from your prince?
Are the fairytale shows the real love by a simply kind of kiss?

Am i loved like the fairytale story?

well, the truth is, boys can't LOVE you like the way He LOVED you.

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.

But I'm a tell you what true love is.

Love is not what you see in the movies.

Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene

you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice..

-Jaeson Ma (LOVE)

"All the fairytale only shows how the prince gave a kissed to the sleeping princess.. But the CROSS showed how the Prince gave His LIFE.." -a quote by me-

 

i'm alive! i'm extravagantly loved! i was returned from death to eternal life, and there's no other prince would do such a grace like this; to died and gave His life for me at the cross... watta' sacrifice, a LOVE STORY. God's love totally turned my life around. my love story are more than all the disney princess, and so are you :)

Don't Holding Too Much

 

Jangan Genggam Terlalu Erat...

Belakangan ini, lagi mengalami banget yang namanya "menggenggam terlalu erat" sampe akhirnya malah justru hilang.. sama seperti pasir yang digenggam di tangan; semakin digenggam, semakin banyak pasir yang keluar... gua terlalu menggenggam apa yang gua punya dan gua anggep berharga, rasanya bener-bener ngga mau kehilangan, ngga bisa hidup tanpa apa yang gua suka n' sayang banget.. sampe di 1 titik, mendekati ultah gua kemarin, Tuhan ambil 1-1nya hal yang gua anggep paling berharga, yang terus berusaha gua jaga selama ini.. agak susah dideskripsiinnya, tapi yg jelas, Tuhan ambil itu dalam sehari, Minggu, 10 Juni 2012. 

Kehilangan? sangat! speechless, ngga bisa ngomong apa-apa lagi, bener-bener kecewa, marah banget sama Papa. Cuma bisa bertanya-tanya dan ngga dapet jawaban apa-apa. gua udah berusaha cari Dia, cari jawaban atas semua ini dan gua ngga nemuin. it feels like, Tuhan ngga ada dan ngga denger gua. 

Dengan begitu childishnya, gua marah, ngambek, sampe ngga mau cari Dia lagi. gua ngga baca firman sampe 3 hari, langsung kendorin nilai-nilai yang gua pegang, karena gua begitu ngambek sama Dia. Childish banget ya... sama sekali ngga dewasa -____-|| NAH, sampe ulang tahun gua pun kemarin 14 Juni, itu bener-bener the 2nd worst bday dalam hidup gua (yg pertama itu beberapa tahun lalu dalam suatu case:p). waktu dateng ke sekolah, diteriakin di ceng-cengin, gua cuma bisa lemes dan berusaha keliatan seneng, padahal gua takut kalo lebih banyak lagi yang Tuhan ambil. Takut banget. sampe gua cuma bisa nangis-nangis, stress karena ketakutan gua...

Sabtu kemarin, mungkin jadi titik terakhir ketakutan gua wkwkwk.. 

jadi ceritanya, gua ceritain semuanya, keluarin unek-unek gua sama ko Salim, salah 1 mentor gua.. dan waktu dia dengerin cerita gua, dia cuma bilang, "Ve, jangan genggam terlalu erat.. semua milik Tuhan, semua bakalan hilang.. kita ngga punya hak buat pertahanin itu... kalo Tuhan mau ambil ato ngga, terserah Dia, toh Dia akan pakai itu buat kemuliaan.. kalo seandainya yang kamu pegang itu yg mendatangkan kemuliaan, mau gimana lagi?" dan rasanya itu menancap di hati terdalam. bener banget, Pa. Bener banget. selama ini gua terlalu menggenggam erat semuanya, padahal semua punya Tuhan dan gua ngga punya hak buat pertahanin itu..

Perkataan Ko Salim bener-bener makin diteguhkan sama ayat ini... dan bikin gua belajar NGERTI maunya Tuhan tuh apa, isi hatiNya Tuhan tuh apa dalam hidup gua.. kalo gua seringkali bilang "i wanna be everything He created me to be..." tapi waktu Tuhan ambil bagian hidup gua, gua ngambek, itumah sama aja omong kosong... Manusia itu sama seperti rumput bunga, semua akan berlalu, termasuk yang indah-indah, dan kalo semua udah ilang, cuma Firman yang akan tinggal tetap... Karena itulah, jangan genggam terlalu erat apa yang kita punya. semua milik Tuhan. Meanwhile, GENGGAM ERAT FIRMAN TUHAN dan PRIBADI TUHAN SENDIRI. karena cuma itu yang ngga bakal ilang dan akan terus jadi kekuatan, bahkan sukacita kita, ketika semuanya udah hilang...

Percaya sama Firman, kalo Dia bilang semua akan mendatangkan kebaikan dan kemuliaan, even dengan cara-cara yang unbelievable dan ngga enak, nyakitin... but JUST BELIEVE.Tuhan cuma mau kita PERCAYA sama Dia. udah, selesai. percaya aja dan tunggu kemuliaan, nantiin janji-janjiNya digenapin :')

"All is ok, Dad. I may lost everything, but I still had You..."

Let Go..

To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t winning, and it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride, and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, and overcome and move on. It’s having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It’s learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon again. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It’s realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path, and to set you free.. -viatumblr

IF IT HURTS YOU, LEARN TO LET GO AND LET GOD.

"Dear God. I'm done for my own. Now it's the time for moving on, and letting go my ALL to You. I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.. cause no matter what i do, You got me,  perfectly♥"

God's LOVE MESSAGES

“One thing I ask from the Lord, this only do I seek; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze on the beauty of the LORD and to seek Him in his temple.” -Psalm 27:4

“Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!” -Psalm 46:10

"Evelyn, you were not a mistake, for all your days are written in My book. And yes, you're BEAUTIFUL, for you are fearfully and wonderfully made..."

Psalm 139

The Message (MSG)

A David Psalm

 ^1-6 God, investigate my life; get all the facts firsthand.
   I'm an open book to you;
      even from a distance, you know what I'm thinking.
   You know when I leave and when I get back;
      I'm never out of your sight.
   You know everything I'm going to say
      before I start the first sentence.
   I look behind me and you're there,
      then up ahead and you're there, too—
      your reassuring presence, coming and going.
   This is too much, too wonderful—
      I can't take it all in!

 ^7-12 Is there anyplace I can go to avoid your Spirit?
      to be out of your sight?
   If I climb to the sky, you're there!
      If I go underground, you're there!
   If I flew on morning's wings
      to the far western horizon,
   You'd find me in a minute—
      you're already there waiting!
   Then I said to myself, "Oh, he even sees me in the dark!
      At night I'm immersed in the light!"
   It's a fact: darkness isn't dark to you;
      night and day, darkness and light, they're all the same to you.

 ^13-16 Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out;
      you formed me in my mother's womb.
   I thank you, High God—you're breathtaking!
      Body and soul, I am marvelously made!
      I worship in adoration—what a creation!
   You know me inside and out,
      you know every bone in my body;
   You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit,
      how I was sculpted from nothing into something.
   Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth;
      all the stages of my life were spread out before you,
   The days of my life all prepared
      before I'd even lived one day.

 ^17-22 Your thoughts—how rare, how beautiful!
      God, I'll never comprehend them!
   I couldn't even begin to count them—
      any more than I could count the sand of the sea.
   Oh, let me rise in the morning and live always with you!
      And please, God, do away with wickedness for good!
   And you murderers—out of here!—
      all the men and women who belittle you, God,
      infatuated with cheap god-imitations.
   See how I hate those who hate you, God,
      see how I loathe all this godless arrogance;
   I hate it with pure, unadulterated hatred.
      Your enemies are my enemies!

 ^23-24 Investigate my life, O God,
      find out everything about me;
   Cross-examine and test me,
      get a clear picture of what I'm about;
   See for yourself whether I've done anything wrong—
      then guide me on the road to eternal life.

IN WONDERFULLY MAKING, THEN I'M REFLECTING HIM!

"You were made by God and for God, and until you understand that, life will never make sense"

Falling and Staying

Watta' reflection! 

just found this images from one of my friend display picture (@AndyCrmlHexor), n' i tried to reflected the meaning... daann ini ngga klise. ini. dalem. sangat.

kalo ngeliat kehidupan masa globalisasi sekarang ini, dimana artis-artis lagi hot-hotnya nikah-cerai-nikah-cerai, cepet banget jatuh cinta, pacaran berapa bulan udah langsung nikah :| mungkin bagi mereka emang keren kali ya kaya gitu, mendomplang eksistensi -___-|| ini memperkuat pernyataan yg buktiin kalo pernikahan itu akan harmonis romantis pada 3-6 bulan pertama, setelah itu semua rasa2 romantisnya mulai pudar dan butuh komitmen buat ngelanjutinnya... #INI ANALOGINYA

But this is not the point that i wanna talking about. it's all about STAYING. that's the point. Staying in LOVE, which is mean STAYING in God, 'coz God is Love. read this --->

BBE	He who has no love has no knowledge of God, because God is love.
MESSAGE	The person who refuses to love doesn't know the first thing about God, because God [is] love--so you can't know him if you don't love.
NKJV	He who does not love does not know God, for God is love.
PHILIPS	But the man who does not love cannot know him at all, for God is love.
RWEBSTR	He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love.
GWV	The person who doesn't love doesn't know God, because God is love.
NET	The person who does not love does not know God, because God is love.*

Jadi.. gua coba cari versi pararel alkitabnya di 1 yoh 4:8, diterjemahkan dalam berbagai versi.. dan LIAT bener-bener.. semua disitu dibilang, siapa yang ngga mengasihi, dia ngga kenal Allah, karena Allah adalah kasih.. this is sooo true, guys. Allah itu kasih. ini ngga cuma bicara kita harus mengasihi orang lain, tapi ini juga bicara gimana cara kita mengasihi Dia! 

Sedikit cerita, gua termasuk orang yang gampang suka sama sesuatu, termasuk sama orang. i'm soo easy to get attached of FOODS:p, something, or even someone. including boys. dan begitu juga waktu gua pertama kali kenal Tuhan. gampang banget buat falling in love sama Dia. Gua inget banget waktu itu, lagi pertama kali gua ikut 1 ibadah, disitu for the first time, He said to me sooo deeply tenderly "Aku mengasihi kamu, Evelyn.." dan saat itu gua langsung melting, crying out loud, then i decided to follow Him n love Him easily (at the first). so, u see? falling in love is absolutely easy. ini gampang banget, apalagi buat ciwi-ciwi yang berperasaan banget.. hehehe.. 

BUT... as time goes by... how 'bout STAYING in LOVE?

awal mula mengasihi Tuhan, oh iya jelas, gampang banget, apapun gua lakuin saking gua masi norak2nya baru kenal Pribadi yg mengasihi gua... tapiii lama-kelamaan? benarlah. ngga lagi norak.  kebosenan, kejenuhan mulai melanda. dimulai sejak gua 'ngerasa' kalo Tuhan yg gua kenal udah beda, gua ngga lagi gampang 'ngerasain' kasihNya, gua ngga lg 'ngerasa' gampang nangis2 dilawat, gua 'ngerasa' dan 'ngerasa' Dia ngga lagi sedeket yang dulu sama gua.. dan ini cuma NGERASA. Hello? padahal Tuhan itu ada bukan untuk DIRASAIN! God is wholly able to be loving, to be worshipped by us. Dia ada untuk kita kasihi, untuk kita sembah... that's the big point^^ 

KALO kita bangun hubungan kita sama Tuhan cuma atas dasar perasaan, itu sama aja kaya artis-artis jaman sekarang yg ngga punya komitmen yg jelas; pacaran/menikmati rumah tangga cuma selama masih ada rasa, begitu udah ngga lagi ada rasa2 deg2an/romantisnya, langsung putus/cerai... Ibaratnya kaya ngunyah permen karet, selama masih berasa dikunyah, udah ngga berasa lagi? dibuang. God isn't a bubble gum, guys.. That's why quote ini berlaku; Falling in love (God) is easy. But not staying in love (God). Staying in love isn't as easy as Falling in Love. This is the challenge. This is the struggle. But it'll be awesome if we end up of KEEP LOVING.

Sooo... kembali gua kobarkan buat teman-teman semuaaa,, jangan berhenti mengasihi! Mengasihi Papa, mengasihi sesama... Bertahan dalam kasih. Kejar Kasih itu! not based on our feelings, but fully based with our COMMITMENT! Not just falling then letting go but also staying! One of my friend ever told this to me (@AdiStephanus) --> The rest is COMMITMENT when the feelings of love is gone. There's still a commitment of love, which could make us staying in love and keep loving God no matter what happens. And the result is, we'll find another great feelings of loving Him! :)